kelamaan di bdg emg bikin nangis-.-

well. it's been a while i haven't post anything here at my blog. i were kinda busy for my beloved sisters wedding at bandung. all of my cousins and my aunts also my uncles came from medan. and also my brother. but tomorrow all of them are going to go back medan and melbourne. and im terrifyingly sad about it:(

i just afraid of the loneliness after they're all gone:"( yeah like being alone here at home is really not a good news. no, there're no benefit for being alone. still, no freedom. still, a lot of rules. still, under pressure:(

there're a bunch of days with a lot of wonderful ,extraordinary days with them that i dont want it to be over but they have to.and i hate it. HATE IT SO MUCH!

last sunday when i went back to jakarta from bandung with gisya and erin i spent a half of the journey for crying bcause i think about things upthere.

my sister's wedding was such a bless for my family.because all of us gathered in one place in one time. and i love that. we cried and we laughed. :") i'll miss that moment. cant wait for bang ukan's wedding.cant wait for the next joy. teehee:D

cute huh?:D

yeah!

so, sodara sodara gw dr medan baru pada nyampe di jakarta. aaaa gw sneng baaaanget. spupu spupu gw yang kecil kecil, paman gw, bibi gw. ada kali tu ber10 lebih haha.
pas mereka nyampe kita jalan ke GI. well, i dont even feel ashame bcause they're from village. yeah. my mom and my dad didnt come from a socialite or a rich family. we come from a village. so, we did have a great time togetheer!YAY! gw sndiri juga ikutan norak sbenernya hehe. di GI kita ngeliat dancing fountain bntr trus makan di Y&Y rame rame. yah walopun gw smpet ngerasa pusing. entah knp tiba tiba ilang gr gr ktawa ktawa sama spupu spupu gw. ga pernah ga ktawa deh ma mrk. they gave comments for every persons who dress in a weird way ,but thats what really made my day.

skrg mrk smua udh pada di bdg. well, its a countdown to my sisters wedding. bener bener ga sabar deh. cant really wait for the croooooowd. abi erin and gisya are planning to attend the wedding. so i wont be alone:D

btw, gw udh masuk sklh. wow. dpt kls baru aja gtuh. di kls 12 inter yang dlu. and i hate the chair! bikin pegel banget. dan pas hari rabu pulang jam stgh 4 aja dong. 3 jem fisika lagi. mnrt lo aje dah. dan mulai skrg ada ade kls yang nebeng gw namanya arman. mantan ade kls gw di DH. he's cuuute! haha ngefans gw ma dia. abi ama gisya juga jadi ikutan.

aaaaand. i wish my baby, erin, who's sick right now, to get well soon! i miss ya darrrlaaa muah:p

have a great weekend you guys!
peace out

hari ini hari senin ; benssyong ; sakit ; ARE A BIG DEAL!

demi apa hari ini udh masuk. (kalo kata fadhil "demikian dan seterusnya,ra") . namun dengan sangat menyesal (dan mungkin doa salah satu tmn gw-.-) gw ga masuk dikarenakan sakit. yak slmat ra! pusing, batuk, pilek, pegel, lemes, pusing lagi menemani gw slama beberapa hari ini. giliran mau masuk sekolah aja sakit!-.- well,yeah i miss school a lot. terutama temen temennya. dah hampir sebulan ga ketemu ya kangen lah ya pasti. gw pengen ngeliat siapa aja yang membesar selain gw hahaha

Lusa kemaren tepatnya malem Minggu. gw , kak icha, bang hendra, bang ukan dah kak maya berniat malem mingguan. yah alesan gw ke bokap sih menutup liburan;p kita ke PVJ .ngopi di Black Canyon.ngeksis, ngegahul, ngomongin org, nambah dosa, ngemil, au dah ngapain aja disitu yang pasti PVJ makin malem makin kaya antrian sembako. rame gilaaa. (makin rame makin nambah dosa) . di black canyon ampe jm 10an. dr situ kita bosen bingung mau kmn akhirnya bang ukan ngajak makan serabi di setiabudi .di dkt enhaii. and guess what. tmptnya rame gilaaaaaa. kita udh bingung yakan mau duduk dimana.eh ada meja yang cuma di tmpatin 2 org cowo. dgn beraninya bang hendra numpang dudul disitu dong.pas gw liat ga ada yg mencurigakan.oke fine. cowo yang satunya ganteng. -.- yang satunya yah you know. gw kira mereka normal. eh tiba tiba dtg yang satunya. NGELAMBAY yuuuuu,. dan mereka duduk di dkt bang ukan dan bang hendra yang PHOBIA sama benssyong. yak gw ga bisa brnti ktawa dr situ. how lucky they are;p nyampe rumah jm stgh 12. untuk pertama kalinya gw pulang malem cuma ga ditelponin sama bkp nykp .

dan entah mengapa belakangan ini gw jadi susah tidur. insomnia. minimal gw tidur jm 12 dah. parah kan. abis pergi itu aja gw tdr jm stgh 2 bangun jam stgh 5. kejam memang.

hari ini kerjaan gw cuma tidur, bangun, minum obat, tidur lagi, bangun, makan, minum obat,tidur. gimana gw ga gendut-.- tobat gw

well then.
doakan kls 2 ini akan menjadi tahun yang lebih baik. ;p
muah!
AL

oh!holiday

Demi apa ya liburan udh mau selese lagi. uurgh! ga mauuuu! gw udh cukup enjoy dengan kehidupan bandung dan temen temen gw dibandung . di banding gw mesti sendiri dijakarta kaya anak ilang. walaupun emang konsekuensinya gw dibandung ya itu, membesar-.- kalo boleh gw pindah kebandung gw mau!BANGET!

yah berpindah dari masalah bandung. sebentar lagi kaka gw nikahan. AND I CANT WAIT FOR IT! cie akhirnya gw punya kebaya. ada 3. warna merah, emas, sama emas ada pink softnya gtuh. aaargh i love those things. freakingly! walaupun gw tau kaka gw udh deg degan setengah mampus nungguin tuh nikahannya. yah jangan ampe aja nnti gw punya keponakan gw berubah profesi jadi pengasuh anak yakan-.-

well then, gw berdoa supaya nnti pas tgl 13 ga ada upacara. amiiin amiiin yaAllah.

here's my brother

Kak Maya.Kak Icha.and that boy over there, Kak agung



Yance.my Baby muah


Fadhil


Luthfi

Ayu.Dania


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STILL.
OUCH!

OUCH!