random thoughts

sometimes, in a really unpredictable time, i could think about some words. words that i really want to write it here, to the public. to let them know about what I feel. but just in snap, by a just a little disturbance, i forgot about it. sucks i know.

I, personally, really want to write a book. a book about what i feel. because nowadays i feel like nobody (NOBODY!) understand me. and now, i just realized that NOBODY will ever ever (EVER!) understand you, except yourself! and i think by writing, or typing about what i feel and make it into one book will make me , well, better. but pardon me, i am NOT a good writer. I'm a terrible writer. but I'll let you guys know what i feel right now, what i want you guys to learn from me, and also why you shouldn't read my blog (kidding!).

1. ........ *okay maybe putting numbers like having an answer sheet here is not a good idea. I'll start just with a paragraph. the smooth one. yes, that will be very very nice*

okay. LIFE. EL-AI-EF-EE. maybe im just too young to talk about this. but HEY! *im turning 17 this year! * everybody have their own chance to talk about their opinion about their life!.

lets start. life for me is like a journey, bla bla bla blaaaahhh......................... lets think out of the box. life is a simple "walk". a reeaaallly simple one. why should we make it so damn complicated? let me listed those things that we need to have for this simple "walk" called LIFE:
*lets start with that number thingy*

1. make sure you have your "legs" in a fit condition. make sure its strong enough to "bring" you everywhere you need to "go"
   
2. get your right clothes on! no, don't wear hot pants and tanks when you're going to "walk" through the "mountains". and no, don't wear leather jacket, woolen-long-warm pants when you're going to "walk" through the "deserts".
3. and the last but not least. keep your feet on the track, please. i remind you. go beyond the boundaries? not a good idea, thanks

you guys got what i mean? well. lets me explain those lists to you
*here we go again*

1. what i mean by legs are you mind, soul, body that will support your self to get through this life. if you have one of those things in a bad condition, take a break of life. get a vacation. so you could make it balance.
   
2. what i mean by this sentence is to know where you are actually and make sure you adapted to that environment nicely. know where you are, know what should and shouldn't you say, know you dressed nicely.
   
3. *another* what i mean by that sentence is, keep being yourself.keep on believing things on the way you think. keep on the good things. stay away from the bad.

yeap. just those things. just be your self. just take everything easy, enjoy. i believe you'll get the best in life.

and why do i talk about life once again?! mpppfff...

im trying to move on
i know i can
but something
really unexpected not even visible
it comes
and it shakes every step i take

please.move on.:')

im talking to myself

i'd like to compare life as a journey. yeah it IS a journey. but for me its more like a car journey. you have points of interest to be visited which are your goals There are lot of things to be passed for you to reach your destinations. it ain't easy.trust me. lots of traffic jams, drivers who drives you mad. and each represents things that will blocked your ways. the harder the obstacles are, the more graceful you will be when you reach you goals.

well, dogs mark their area by their pee
i mark my area by toothbrush

i know i've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Lenka- The Show

miss you but am tryin not to cry
mariah carey-bye bye

aku terlalu disibukkan oleh pikiranku

this is, however, the new phase of my life.
my dad leave me not because he dont love me.
he leave me because he wants me to be more mature.
to be much stronger than before.
just. in a different way.

i love you dad
as always

i love to fall asleep in a crowd

i hate me being so weak

it gets harder everyday

HAPPY BDAY , dear ME ;D

.don't go out and change please.

!!

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