just got back from tanjung lesung last sunday. and i adore that place freakingly. and ,sure, for you guys who want to know do my skin still look as bright as usual, the answer is "HELL NO". yeah because i got a sunburned especially at my shoulder. fool me, i used tank on the way to pulau peucang which means 3 hours under the sun. but just ignore the skin! we really had our fun there! :D

the cottage that we spent a night at tanjung lesung was so cozy, we had our own private pool at the cottage and at the first night we play Marcopolo at the pool. and i got some blue bruised at my knees and it hurts ;D the next day we went to pulau peucang and we spent a night ,not at a cottage, but at a tent. a big one. its the first time for me to stay at a tent and i love it. except for the part that actually at the midnight there was a SNAKE (yes, S.N.A.K.E) circled our tent. and my teacher just told me and my friends today. yeah, what a BIG SURPRISE! maybe the snake knew that there's a girl at the tent who has an enormous phobia at it species. thanks God it didnt come into the tent and pass through me.im so dead if it was.

we did snorkeling ,which was so fun and a little walking at the forest. the sea water's still clear. and if you compare it with the water at ancol, it actually not the proper comparator. too far i guess. and yes, we dont see any one take a bath at the sea.

even though we got darkened after the thematic-project trip. we DO want to go back there. still need more time there. but please, NO SNAKE INVITED thanks.

photos are coming right up. school's still hard HARD! and im still a freak at chemistry as usual. i'll tell you as soon as possible when i've got smarter at chemistry:D

we jump, we shout . and we owned the sea

kelamaan di bdg emg bikin nangis-.-

well. it's been a while i haven't post anything here at my blog. i were kinda busy for my beloved sisters wedding at bandung. all of my cousins and my aunts also my uncles came from medan. and also my brother. but tomorrow all of them are going to go back medan and melbourne. and im terrifyingly sad about it:(

i just afraid of the loneliness after they're all gone:"( yeah like being alone here at home is really not a good news. no, there're no benefit for being alone. still, no freedom. still, a lot of rules. still, under pressure:(

there're a bunch of days with a lot of wonderful ,extraordinary days with them that i dont want it to be over but they have to.and i hate it. HATE IT SO MUCH!

last sunday when i went back to jakarta from bandung with gisya and erin i spent a half of the journey for crying bcause i think about things upthere.

my sister's wedding was such a bless for my family.because all of us gathered in one place in one time. and i love that. we cried and we laughed. :") i'll miss that moment. cant wait for bang ukan's wedding.cant wait for the next joy. teehee:D

cute huh?:D

yeah!

so, sodara sodara gw dr medan baru pada nyampe di jakarta. aaaa gw sneng baaaanget. spupu spupu gw yang kecil kecil, paman gw, bibi gw. ada kali tu ber10 lebih haha.
pas mereka nyampe kita jalan ke GI. well, i dont even feel ashame bcause they're from village. yeah. my mom and my dad didnt come from a socialite or a rich family. we come from a village. so, we did have a great time togetheer!YAY! gw sndiri juga ikutan norak sbenernya hehe. di GI kita ngeliat dancing fountain bntr trus makan di Y&Y rame rame. yah walopun gw smpet ngerasa pusing. entah knp tiba tiba ilang gr gr ktawa ktawa sama spupu spupu gw. ga pernah ga ktawa deh ma mrk. they gave comments for every persons who dress in a weird way ,but thats what really made my day.

skrg mrk smua udh pada di bdg. well, its a countdown to my sisters wedding. bener bener ga sabar deh. cant really wait for the croooooowd. abi erin and gisya are planning to attend the wedding. so i wont be alone:D

btw, gw udh masuk sklh. wow. dpt kls baru aja gtuh. di kls 12 inter yang dlu. and i hate the chair! bikin pegel banget. dan pas hari rabu pulang jam stgh 4 aja dong. 3 jem fisika lagi. mnrt lo aje dah. dan mulai skrg ada ade kls yang nebeng gw namanya arman. mantan ade kls gw di DH. he's cuuute! haha ngefans gw ma dia. abi ama gisya juga jadi ikutan.

aaaaand. i wish my baby, erin, who's sick right now, to get well soon! i miss ya darrrlaaa muah:p

have a great weekend you guys!
peace out

hari ini hari senin ; benssyong ; sakit ; ARE A BIG DEAL!

demi apa hari ini udh masuk. (kalo kata fadhil "demikian dan seterusnya,ra") . namun dengan sangat menyesal (dan mungkin doa salah satu tmn gw-.-) gw ga masuk dikarenakan sakit. yak slmat ra! pusing, batuk, pilek, pegel, lemes, pusing lagi menemani gw slama beberapa hari ini. giliran mau masuk sekolah aja sakit!-.- well,yeah i miss school a lot. terutama temen temennya. dah hampir sebulan ga ketemu ya kangen lah ya pasti. gw pengen ngeliat siapa aja yang membesar selain gw hahaha

Lusa kemaren tepatnya malem Minggu. gw , kak icha, bang hendra, bang ukan dah kak maya berniat malem mingguan. yah alesan gw ke bokap sih menutup liburan;p kita ke PVJ .ngopi di Black Canyon.ngeksis, ngegahul, ngomongin org, nambah dosa, ngemil, au dah ngapain aja disitu yang pasti PVJ makin malem makin kaya antrian sembako. rame gilaaa. (makin rame makin nambah dosa) . di black canyon ampe jm 10an. dr situ kita bosen bingung mau kmn akhirnya bang ukan ngajak makan serabi di setiabudi .di dkt enhaii. and guess what. tmptnya rame gilaaaaaa. kita udh bingung yakan mau duduk dimana.eh ada meja yang cuma di tmpatin 2 org cowo. dgn beraninya bang hendra numpang dudul disitu dong.pas gw liat ga ada yg mencurigakan.oke fine. cowo yang satunya ganteng. -.- yang satunya yah you know. gw kira mereka normal. eh tiba tiba dtg yang satunya. NGELAMBAY yuuuuu,. dan mereka duduk di dkt bang ukan dan bang hendra yang PHOBIA sama benssyong. yak gw ga bisa brnti ktawa dr situ. how lucky they are;p nyampe rumah jm stgh 12. untuk pertama kalinya gw pulang malem cuma ga ditelponin sama bkp nykp .

dan entah mengapa belakangan ini gw jadi susah tidur. insomnia. minimal gw tidur jm 12 dah. parah kan. abis pergi itu aja gw tdr jm stgh 2 bangun jam stgh 5. kejam memang.

hari ini kerjaan gw cuma tidur, bangun, minum obat, tidur lagi, bangun, makan, minum obat,tidur. gimana gw ga gendut-.- tobat gw

well then.
doakan kls 2 ini akan menjadi tahun yang lebih baik. ;p
muah!
AL

oh!holiday

Demi apa ya liburan udh mau selese lagi. uurgh! ga mauuuu! gw udh cukup enjoy dengan kehidupan bandung dan temen temen gw dibandung . di banding gw mesti sendiri dijakarta kaya anak ilang. walaupun emang konsekuensinya gw dibandung ya itu, membesar-.- kalo boleh gw pindah kebandung gw mau!BANGET!

yah berpindah dari masalah bandung. sebentar lagi kaka gw nikahan. AND I CANT WAIT FOR IT! cie akhirnya gw punya kebaya. ada 3. warna merah, emas, sama emas ada pink softnya gtuh. aaargh i love those things. freakingly! walaupun gw tau kaka gw udh deg degan setengah mampus nungguin tuh nikahannya. yah jangan ampe aja nnti gw punya keponakan gw berubah profesi jadi pengasuh anak yakan-.-

well then, gw berdoa supaya nnti pas tgl 13 ga ada upacara. amiiin amiiin yaAllah.

here's my brother

Kak Maya.Kak Icha.and that boy over there, Kak agung



Yance.my Baby muah


Fadhil


Luthfi

Ayu.Dania


<3

STILL.
OUCH!

OUCH!

out of reach!

look!

what you need is just look back

and see what's the past looked like

then now you could learn that its not easy

to breathe the air

and to walk in this life

have you ever see the tears outside your window?

that the tears outside are even more painfull

your tears' just a little pinch in their hand

open your window and shout!

please,cant you see that all these things are dying

and all you do is freeze in your feet?

move!

because your life isn't more precious than their lifes

if you dont even move your clean feet

HOLA HELL-O HOLIDAY!

im on my vacation now. and as like my prediction, i'll spend my holiday at bandung. which mean i'll say goodbye to the internet for a while. i started my holiday at 15 of june. which i spent first by went to dufan with my beloved friends. yeah. we had a lotta fun! as me,a scary-pig,never have a braveness to ride an extreme ride.BUT, because all my friends LOVE those EXTREME RIDE, i force my self really hard so finally i ride halilintar (once) , kicir kicir (five times) , kora kora (sheesh!who created this thing?!) , arung jeram, and almost all ride there. i know. psycho. but really, i never feel so happy like that day ;) THANKS GUYS! MUAH!

so, now im at jakarta. just to surf the internet and hang out with my old friends. 2 weeks at bandung really makes me feel like a polar bear who's hibernating haha im making a new great friends at bandung. so, bandung gets a lot better now. haha

and the good news is bang ukan is here now. yaaaay!;p

well thats all.
have a great holiday mate!
peace out
al!

its when i look back
and all the things that i left behind is such an empty
also,when i look forward
i see all things turn blur
and that's just when my steps are shaking

i want to do something!
so my steps aren't shaking anymore
but there's nothing near me
and thats just when my faith is fading

OHMYGOD!
im going to fall
help!!

no, nothing

so, i dont know why but i prefer to post with english today.
know what,friday will be the last day for IGCSE..sheesh, feel like just a moment ago i shouted and get upset because of those how-if-i-just-call-it-so-hard-exams for the opening..now,its gonna be over!! aaarwr...

so,around this week, i found my self staring at all the fashion-blogs i found. (and yes) i feel like a geek (i just get an idea to change my blogname;p).. aaaargh! tell me when i could get those cool clothes ,shoes and bags and then tell me when could i shrink this big-body a bit?

i'm tryin to find some tank-tops.and i found one at Mango today.its colourful leopard pattern.and its freakingly cute (and the mose important thing,its not that pricey). and when i just wanna try that cute thing, my dad called and asked where am i and said he's at Sogo.and asked me and my mom to went there.URG! REALLY HAVE TO HAVE THAT TANK-TOP!

and i still try to find a nice oxford shoes, a big sneakers , a nice boot, and a heels. ALSO, a cure scarfs. yes i know,im a big dreamer..

well, i dont need bag because my mom just bought me a Longchamps Backpack, not actually a backpack. its too simple for it. its navy blue. and cute! teehee..thanks mom..

So, the next project for my fashion to-do-list are find those things up there , make this hair longer, and shrink this body..yeah ..whatever...


SOOOOOOOOO (another so) , after chemistry Multiple Choice's over this friday, i plan to go eat with my friends after that i plan to go to bandung. i miss it a lot. weird.

well,have a great rest of the day,darl.
peace out
AL

the thing is...
this little girl need friends
well, to play in the playground
to play that old doll
to get sweat under the sun
so, please....................
she's nothing but just a new cry baby

kecanduan solitaire-.-

iya gw kecanduan maen solitaire sekarang gara gara di hape gw skrg ada tuh maenan.klo shari ga maen aja tangan gw gatel. jelek banget yekan? solitaire pula-.-

jadi hari ini niat gw buat bljr biology kandas di tgh jalan .. gw jadi ga ada niat sama skali. biology. ohmaigat. mnrt lo. enek enek dah lo sono baca buku biologi gw yang brtnya 2 kg. gw timbang sndiri loh.
sharian gw di dpn komp. ga jelas ngapain. yang pasti browsing sharian. mata gw udh lumayan jereng. tapi jerengnya lebih mnding drpd baca biologi...

doain gw buat bsk ya..
smg aja yang diAtas ngebantu gw..
amiiin.

for NXN..AYOOOOH SMANGAAAAT. abis bsk. sisa 2 ujian lagi.....!! inget libur...-.-

peace out.
AL